So today has been one of those days. I found out yesterday that I have to have IV antibiotics to try and clear out this damn pneumonia. My babysitter is quiting (albeit in June but nevertheless we love her). My cars cost 1500.00 to fix and I'm still paying of the original pneumonia hospital stay and that dang baby I had in August. This is how my life runs. When it rain's it pours and it always floods.
I was whining at my mom. ('Cause mom's don't get enough whining and need it from their adult children.) and she said something truly profound. Yes it sucks but look at your life; look at your husband and look at your babies. Would you trade it?
No I wouldn't. Sure Aiden cost me $5,000 but would I trade him. Not on your life. Sure my kids drive me nuts but would I honestly change one hair on their heads or go back in time and not have them? No definitely not. My husband loves me, faults and all. He cherishes me. He takes care of me. He lets me sit on my fat, whiny butt and not do a dang thing around the house because I'm so exhausted just getting to work everyday. What a wonderful supportive man.
Money is just money. It makes life easier but it doesn't bring more joy or wonder to it. I need to suck it up and move forward and onward, remembering that I've been blessed and it could always be worse. That's positive thinking right?
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